In another mind games of freakiness, last night I was in the middle of a non-lucid dream when I said out loud, “You know, I don’t even really exist. I’m just a construct of my own mind.” What happened next is I basically faded away until I was nothing. My body just vanished and then my thoughts and then it was just… blank. Well, almost because there was still enough of me left to say, “Oh shit! Who cares if I’m a construct!” and then I faded back into “existence”.
Now, remember, I didn’t know I was dreaming so this was freakier than it sounds. I thought I had really almost annihilated myself through my thoughts. Yikes.
You may think this song has nothing to do with this post, but you’re wrong.